Damn my mum just made me eat sweet potato
This was wad happened

JiNg : (Walk into the kitchen)
Mum: nah try this (passed me something that looks like a Malay doughnut)
JiNg: Orh ok (took a bite)
Mum: nice?
JiNg: er wads this? It taste funny
mum: you chew finish then i tell you
JiNg: (started to chew very slowly as it REALLY taste funny)
Mum: It's sweet potato
JiNG: !!!!!!!!!!!!! (runs to the toilet and puke)
Mum: If i didn't tell you, you will eat right see!!
lily(my maid) : anah (means baby) don't like sweet potato?
Mum: she don't know how to eat
JiNg: (still puking in the toilet)
JiNg: (walks out of the toilet) Wads your problem?
Mum: nice?
Jing: (walked back to room pissed off)
ARGH!!!!

So anyway

Today when I woke up
first thing I did was listen to my iPod
Put it on shuffle and play
First song of the day I heard made me cry
YES a cried early in the morning T~T
The song was


~Vanished~ by NLT
here are parts of the lyrics

I'm Reachin
I'm Reachin for the love I lost tonight
You're right here but you seem so outta sight
It's messing with my mind

You use to freak with me
you once believed in me
but now I'm incomplete
thought we were meant to be

Where did you go?
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
You VANISHED!

we were the best of friends
That's why this pain won't end
and this is killing me
thought we were meant to be

Where'd you go?
Where'd you go?
Where'd you go?

Wish I could bring us back
Just who could picture it?
But it's too late for that.. .. .. . .


YES THIS IS A LOVE SONG
where the guy likes the girl
but the girl left him right?
well
but for me it's different
I didn't think of any girl that left me
I thought of my Ah Mah
well yah I don't know why but it just happens
and i started crying
even though everybody in the family
seemed to be moving on fine
i'm not, I still miss her dearly and at this moment
this period
I really need her to be with me


I miss you grandma
miss the times when mum or gu gu scolded
me and you hold me tightly in your embrace and say
"everthing will be fine go eat dinner first k?"
I miss your smell grandma
the smell of curry mixed with fried fish
I miss the way you pull my ear to the bathe room and force me to shower
grandma these little acts will always be imprinted in my memories